I don't know why i'm being emotional but lately i just feel that i'm not being given enought attention and important...

Firstly i miss my mum badly.. suppose to go my mum place every week on sunday but i dun think we are visiting my mum weekly due to some stupid reason which i dun't want to mention.. Gonna ask for forgiveness this hari raya sia.. WHICH i seldom do.. hahaha..

I don't know why like i don't feel important in her life.. If i gonna list it's like gonna be never ending... Yes I am jealous... I'm her husband and i feel that i've been treated like a frend... i don't want to mention here but i just keep all that in my mind..All i want is just your attention.. Ask me how am i doing at work, how's work, when i not feeling well do treat me good, feed me well and e.c.t ect....but all that is'nt happening... I am working as hard as i can just to get everything perfect in our life.. all your needs and our baby needs..Haiz...I just pray hard all that will end soon... Can't wait to shift to my own house...! AND maybe it will be better.. All that i just leave it to god..