hmmm where should i start...

Firstly sorry for not updating due to lots of problems been accruing me this pass few weeks..haha... but so far syukur alhamdurilah i can go tru the problems that been haunting me..

Life Now is very different since the incident happen at my Syg place.. Every one was mad and from there i could see the true colours of every one.. but what to do..? Elderly.. so have to respect and follow what they say lah.. For now I'll just have to prove them wrong.. Yah i Noe i was a bad bad person before but why must u care about the past..!? yah i noe i done alot of SINFUL and FOOLISH things but THAT WAS MY PAST..! thanks god that i met a wonderful girl by the name of RIAN HERTUTTY.. my life totally change when the day she opened my eyes and tell me that she love me dearly and sincerly.. So she was my inspiration and encouragement to change for worst to good..! hahaha.. can't believe it right.. if those who noe me back time they will understand what i am saying lah..

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Since that incident day, me and my darling yayan life style has change.. no more sleep over at her place for me and she can't go out often like we used to be.. Dunno why lah maybe it's just a test for our engagement life.. i believe if we could go tru all obstacle that come i'm sure we could face all the problems later in our marriage life.. haha.. macam faham je aku nie..!

Ohh yah.. now i'm recovering from my accident injury and starting walking without the stupid walking stick.. it's hurts when i walk to much but that's part of recovering rite..? so i have to bare with it la... and i miss all my activity example like...: fishing, bowling, touring .. i hope when i'm stable enough i would do all the activity back sia..

To my darling Rian..., i hope and pray that you will be strong for facing all the challenges coming to you.. i believe that you could go tru every obstacle even i noe you are still young to face all this obstacle.. I'll promise to be by Ur side if u need any advice or help... so please if it anything happen one of the days later always remember our sacrifices that we made and the future that we have been planning all the time when we "berangan".. Lastly i would want to thank you for helping and encourage me to be a better and responsible man.. Sincerly for the bottom of my heart " I'll Always gonna love u till the rest of my life..! "

WRITTEN BY : Ayie Fortuna