Firstly good morning to all.. hahaha.. could'nt sleep last night as my stupid injured leg really cramp alot last night..! let's start..!

i've been wonder about the GETTING ENGAGED thingy.. people say getting engage is good for couples, so people won't say anything about us in bad terms coz we got this ïkatan" thing going on for how many years before getting MARRIED.. and also get noe each other more closely.. but so far it's not been working for me as i confused wif the rules "they" make..! i'm trying my best to live with the rules but sometimes i get pissed off myself.. i feel like they are parting us up..! I hope i can go tru this for another 1 or 2 years.. HOPEFULLY LAH EH..!

I understand what my baby gerl is going tru wif her family but sometimes i don't understand why are they like that..?

lastly i'm sorry if i've been emotional while on the phone or scolding u for no reason as maybe it's due to my situation right now.. u noe lah orang sakit nie kan banyak depression lagi lagi people like me who always outside working and lepaking..! hahaha..